We "Settling" now??

"Most of you will never fall in love and will marry out of fear of dying alone" I saw this on twitter and it got me thinking.. and even a little scared...

I've never been in LOVE before... I'm guilty of using the L-word carelessly... mainly out of pressure cause maybe the guy says they love you and u feel the need to return the favor.... but honestly, I'm pretty sure, no scratch that, I'm 100% sure I've never been in love!..

You know the kind of love that Shakespeare would describe, the I-can't-live-without-you kinda love (hey I mean that literarily!)..  Love is much more than butterflies in your tummy and all that temporary feelings.. Love's DEEP!!!

Honestly, the reason why I haven't been in a really serious relationship is because... I am  TEAM "Say no to Settling"... I feel like there is no point getting into something if that *spark* is not there from the get go...

One of my biggest fear is getting married to someone in the hope that I'd learn to fall in love w the person.. or just because I want to fit into the society...

I really want to know what it feels like to actually be in Love w someone....  me I don't want to settle!!!... Habibi, please where the hell are you?!?!?!.. lol

xoxo

The Little Things....

So I saw this random tumblr link when I was reading one of my favorite blogs...  On that tumblr page,  people just put up the little random things that make them go awww, or smile... pretty much random things that make you  HAPPY...

Here are some of those things that relate to me:

• Re-reading Conversations.... (I always do that!!!)

• Logging onto FaceBook on your birthday.. :D

• Free stuff!!!!.... (This goes without saying )

• Peeling dried off glue!!!.. (Thought I'd have outgrown this habit)

• Having deep conversations w people

• When someone tells you that you smell nice

• When  the deadline of  project is extended!!!!....... (Have you met "Ms P"?... yh, that would be me!!!)

• When that your very random wish becomes reality

• Looking at old year books and photographs

• Seedless grapes.. (so random but it's so much less stressful)

• Drinking cold water when you're really thirsty.. (it tastes so good then)

• Turning on the TV just in time for your favorite show ^_^

• Dresses with pockets

• Taking your bra off at the end of the day

• Waking up and realizing you have more time to sleep *whoop*

• Getting new school supplies!!.. hahaha (Need I remind you of my Nerdy status?)

• Having breakfast for dinner.. (I'm not a morning person so I always enjoy my cereal at night)

• The cold side of a pillow!

• The smell after it rains... (there is something serene about it)

• Looking through your school work from when you were young

• Fresh baked bread... #yum

• Cute sneezes

• Someone telling just you a secret

• Changing into sweatpants/ pjs at the end of the day.... (Jeans are so uncomfortable... uggghh

• Discovering a song and instantly loving it

• Being Able to Fall asleep right away

• Feeling confident when turning an exam

• Finally remembering the word you had on the tip of your tongue

• The feeling of relief after finding something you thought you lost 

• Rapping an entire part of a song perfectly ... (SMH Vanity!!!)

• Seeing bus drivers wave to each other! .. (I thought this was just me.. lol)

• Feeling accomplished at the end of the day

• Finding out someone likes you( well someone I like back or could possibly like back :/ )

• The first bite of food when you're really hungry!.. (That's when it's the sweetest)

• Waking up and realizing your bad dream wasn't real... *whew*

• The fresh feeling after brushing your teeth

• When your favorite favorite part of a song comes up

Say No to Constant Rants!

Hmmppphh.. .. I was thinking to go in with the usual rants about my life and the other baggages that come with it.. then I figured why not do the opposite and blog about happy things I mean, this is could also be an avenue to air out good stuff yah?

Of course with my Nerdy status..  u know the good stuff I'd obviously start off with is my grades this semester :P
This semester was awesome!.. *Thx God* my prediction is 3As and a B (FACK FACK FACKIDI FACK!) I'm still so mad about that B.. could have done so much better..
since we talking about the good stuff I left out the one I barely passed of which I'd retake this summer just for a better grade ;) #NerdThings


Moving on... Summer started super slooowwwwwww for me.. In fact it still hasn't kicked off.. the hell?? I  want a good JOB!!.. arggggghhhhh Not even a single interview??.. what is wrong with them?? they mad??.. coz the problem is definitely not with me or my well put together resume.. they better recognize! Freaking, its already the 7th of May.. and no Pay cheque.. like how am I supposed to shop AKA be happy?.. this people be messing with me!!!

Oh woow breath Girl, we said no rants on this post and it's just the second paragraph and we already at it... *inhales*exahales*inhales*exhales*

So a little birdie told me it's Mothers' day today again?.. I feel like I already sent my Mums like two "Happy Mothers' Day" texts this year... no thanks to all 'em twitter ppl for all the confusion... *side eye*

 Another thing to be the thankful about is my Mum.. she's almost puurfect! (yh I use "almost" coz I'm old enough to know it's impossible to be perfect, you can only try) Love you so much ma!!!!!

You know, as you grow older you begin to see why your ma said to or not to do a certain thing....  you realize it has always been for your own good and it came from a very good place..  Sometimes, it scares me that I just might not be able to keep up with the standards she set.. but then again who knows? I may be even better!!!

Thought to use this post to say a big Thank you for everything.. for the laughs, the tears, the unconditional love, for understanding me, not being judgmental, good parenting, selflessness... I actually can go on and on... oh and not forgetting the occasional spanks too..... *sigh*